The Jewish brothers in Defiance were definitely tough.
One wanted to kill many Germans, the other to save
many Jews.
The German soldiers were expendable, unmarried,
unremarkable.
Each little death was very little, a little spittle in a big
wind.
Fast forward to my friend's son's bar mitzvah or
daughter's
coming of age ceremony. Food is abundant, the music
frenetic,
the rabbi paid. Gifts generous but not obvious.
Wealth does not obviate death and we know it.
Here too we have natural leaders. Youth basketball
coaches,
school principals and, again, interpreters of prayers.
When
violence comes to the neighborhood they are who we'll
first look to
for governance and guns. Unless have you read The
Admirable Crichton?
Boredom, boredom conflated with loneliness, may be a
sign
of good luck. To live a good length or light year away
from man's
bad breath, allergenic perfumes, sickening flatulence and
shed hair.
But you are drawn back into the debate about
perfection by your own erection.
While teaching at the old city jail I have learned this: only
meditation
upon the periodic table can save your soul. From itself.
Imagining the world without the self will make you
whole.
What else is there to say. Do less until one thing's done
well.
After the war the brothers started a small trucking
company
in the Bronx. Grateful for such peace, the accounting
was relaxing. They thought back to how they met their
wives, naked
before the bombs and bullets. How they lost and found
themselves in what happened.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem