Demise (Alone) Poem by Katerina Val

I have been treated like
I was untouchable
I have been treated like
I was unreachable
To the core

Like there was no core
And now I'm dying alone
In this cold somber place
I am dying alone

I have been spoken
words I did not understand
words that don't reach me
but hurt me
don't beseech me
I am a monster inside
and as a monster I hide.

A weird side
a well known cry
and I die
but they won't stand to watch me bleeding
they don't know me
I don't know them
don't touch me
don't try to reach me
I am unreachable
to the core.

It's freezing
and these words were heard again before
but it wasn't until now that they reached my door
I don't want to die alone
I don't cherish this unbreakable cold
I don't want to be alone

They all die
and live
alone.

I am scared and I am cold
Their words reached my core
They won't hear me, here I scream, Alone.

Uneven thoughts
chopped prayers
lost in the half of the flight
upwards
while I am dying down here
alone.

My demise
as I conjure the pain
It swept away
And then it ran back again to me
Faster as it could
and breathless
it reached me
to the core.