Denial Of Love Poem by Krantol Northic

Since when was it right for me
To sit here and wish for things to be

Even though I've came back to this home
Why do I still feel like I'm alone

How can it be that I'm missing you
How could it be that I care
How could it be that I think about you
How could this life be fair

My heart thinks about you more than you know
but my mind tells me no

cause I'm not ready for this
not ready for this

and deep down inside, I know
So till then, I fly solo