Depression Poem by anthony fiji

I need in my spirit that spark.
It sailed far away with an ark.
The empty space was filled with emotions very dark.
Instead of hearing birds sing i hear angry dogs bark.

Depression took a strong hold.
Trapped in the park of past like a hostage.
My days were rewinding the page i can't fold.
I felt like a clown on a empty stage.

Screaming from hurt the pain all over my body.
I look left&right can't beside me feel nobody.
I should get out of my confusion.
I should stop myself abusing.
Stop the blame&i should stop myself and others accusing

Paint my spirit again with colors hand me my brush.
Plant happiness in me strike me with a wake up rush.
Sway me all over again with love let me feel the crush.