Despair Poem by Justin Reamer

When happiness feels so far away,
And everything feels dark and bleak,
I begin to tremble in life,
As I start to become incredibly weak.
I know not what I see,
But the pain in my ear,
And the horrid cruelty of the air,
Which comes so far near,
That of the ultimate despair.

I know not why this comes to me,
For I feel so awful,
Feeling despair,
Which feels so unlawful,
But yet I suffer,
For I find no warmth in life,
And I walk with hunger,
And I live in endless strife,
Where Satan bears my name in his book,
And I find life to be all hell,
For where am I to look,
In order to ring Death's bell?

There is no reason living here,
For no one accepts me for who I am,
And I am not one to live,
But one to die,
And life is only a heartbeat away.
There is no reason for me to live,
Since love knows no bounds,
And everywhere there is hate,
And I cannot live to see another day.