Desperate Prayer Poem by janeth tumbaga

heard the saddest news today
The man I learned to love is going away
No.. he's not going anywhere..
He's just leaving my heart for her

I don’t know why I feel this way
I just feel that I’ve been betrayed.
I thought I am more than a friend
Guess I’m wrong I was just a friend all along.

So I pray to you oh God
If he is not meant for me, then..

Make me blind that I may not see his smile
Make me deaf that I may not hear his lies
Make me numb that I may not feel his touch
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

I have been hurt Lord.. badly hurt
Not once but a million times
I have hoped, but always been disappointed
I have loved but always been taken for granted

So I pray to you my Lord
If he is not meant for me, then..

Don't make me see his kindness
Don't make me feel his sweetness
Don't make assume something
Or forever, I'll be hoping

I am tired my Lord, and don't even wanna try
I'm afraid I might stumble and cry
Make me accept we're no more than friends
And that's how it gonna end

So I pray to you my Lord
If he is not meant for me, make me see