Die Inside Poem by Tara Smith

The tears fall silently down my face
They have no idea why I'm so upset
They stop and stare at me in pain
Yet they don’t try to help, they walk on by
It is just as painful as a blunt knife
Feeling like I have a huge hole in my heart
Where I used to hold you, close and tight
You tore me apart, without a care in the world
You didn’t give my feelings a second thought
You turned around and walked away
It feels like the world has turned its back
So now I'm alone, trying to fight my way through
I never thought that I would ever lose you
You were my saviour, my guardian angel
You helped me up, when I could barely move
How was I supposed to know, that you didn’t care
You did everything for your own benefit
Without a single look back at me
So now I lay on the floor, bleeding to death
From the wounds you inflicted
One last breath, one last word
That's all I have the energy for
There’s not much time left, your plan has almost worked
So as I die silently inside, thank you and goodbye

28th of September 2009