Dieing On The Inside Poem by chelsi Ruffing

Dieing on the inside
My life has always been un and down ride
Crazy everyday
stop! is what i want to say
how is this fair to any kid like me?
I wish all of you would open your eyes and see
this is not a life we want to lead
we cut our selfs to watch it beeld
its not just about you its about we
at one time it was michelle and me
But all of you took her away
her and i never had a say
that was never fair
i want to pull out my hair
to yell and scream
all my tears make a stream
when she self harms
all up and down her arms
i hope then you get what i mean
everything feels as a sorry shaim
Yeah i do have a heart ingraved on my arm
i do have a sweet charm
but you never see that side
all you ever did was lied
cant take back all our pain
her and I will run away on that train
dont bring us close to death
just lets us be freinds and we will be just fine in the end.