Dismiss The Love With Fairness Poem by Major Elazia

Yesterday I got your letter in my silent dreams
It was full of sadness and bitterness
But I noticed one thing in it
As usual, I’m the devil always
And you, the saint in white forever.
Do you understand what it meant not to have you
When the storm was brewing in my life?

When you write in pain of me,
I so did the same of you once.
May be I am done with the mourning
The freshness of life and the zeal to move has returned to me
Since you never knew the value I attached to you
I, too, have suffered losses like you
I, too have many questions
Unlike you who gets answers from me
I never get answers from you.

I have been thinking about this,
And I see no justification in holding on to the roses
When I want to part in good faith
In the same way you blame me,
You forget, so quick, you left me alone in the dark
When I stretched my hand to get your support
You let me stumble and fall
After my fall you cut me loose.

Now I wonder,
Why you complain of my broken promise to you
A promise broken by events beyond my realm
When you know it was from you I sought companionship
When it was not forthcoming
And with the worst timing of misfortune
I never did your little favor
But it was not my intention

But it was you who ignited a torch
And now that it starts to shine so bright
You have indulged me in the perils of love’s departure
It might appear I never cared,
But it’s because you never took time to know,
Just to know, how much of worth you were to me
And now that you are gone
How will I one day return your good deeds without returning to you?

I will not appeal in favor of a reunion
What shall it bring if all is just endless blame?
I take my role as the devil in the union
And leave you the angel in white,
To roam free, in oblivion of your mistakes
But I must go on in the world
The earth is so round
But I hope not to return to the same point in history
It was a mistake done once
In as much as I wave goodbye
Deep down it is not an easy bye bye.