Distain Observer Poem by Dead Beat Poet

I will always be alone,
of this I am sure.
I am more,
than anyone can endure.

I am an outcast,
wherever I go.
You think of the truth,
you can't even know.

Apart from the fray,
is where I belong.
You know that I'm right,
but wish I was wrong.

My existance disturbs you,
of this I'm aware.
Behind the Black Door,
walk if you dare.

You want me to die,
I want you to sin.
Take off your clothes,
then let us begin.

I don't know,
because I can't remember.
Ever making love,
with the opposite member.

I only like you,
just a quick flick.
You think it's love,
it's only a trick.

I want to kiss you,
all over your face.
For you this is triumph,
for me it's disgrace.

I will remain,
a distant observer,
above your distain,
as you maneuver.

Because you know,
way down deep inside.
I want you to run,
but won't let you hide.