Do Something For Me.... Poem by Nicole McCay

Every minute feels like a year
I try to speak, but you dont listen
Ideas flow through my head
your is blank.

You say you love me
you say you care
but you dont hear me?

I dont wanna let go
I want to be with you
close to you.
I see everything
just not the future?

We dont agree
we dont talk
we dont say a word
i try to speak
you turn it into a joke?

It's not, it hurts
not just me, you too
i cry you dont show anything
i meed comfort, you talk about something else?

Is it funny when i hit walls?
Is it funny when i crawl under my bed to cry?
is is funny when i try to make things work?

Everynight i write
un my journal about you
they turn out as poems
i always say good never bad
last night
i have nothing
so i couldnt write?

Life may seem easy for you
but not for me.
life looks simple
but its rough?

Love,
you say you do
but i want you to prove it
not tell me
im aksing for you to make it work?
If you dont try
it proves
jow much you actually do
care and love me.