Do You? Poem by 7Shadows Teed

I look in the memoir and wonder what have we done?
What we had,
What you told me wouldn't die,
Seems to be fading...
Seems to be dieing.

I can feel it making my heart cold as I watch you fade from me.
What have we done?
Did we make a mistake?
Do you still feel the same toward me?

I feel my heart forcing it's self to move on,
But it's harder then people think.
I'm starting to feel nothing.
Where did we go wrong?

The world is fading from me.
Everyone is fading from me...
Leaving my world in ruins and no one seems to care.
I guess this is something I've got to get over by myself...

You are faded from me as is just about everyone now.
Where you have all gone I don't know.
But no one is near me anymore...
No one,
Nothing,
Is near anymore.

I can only be half alive and no one seems to notice or care that it's only half of what I use to be.
Everyone wants to be far from me.
They want to be distant and you seem to like fading from me.

Do you?
Do you enjoy making me feel as though you are faded from me?
That I no longer mean anything to you?
Maybe it's my head messing with me...

No...
Just like the others you I will mean nothing to you.
What we had will mean nothing...

But yet I refuse to think that way...
Why did you have to mess up my head again?
Do you still care for me?
Do I still mean anything to you?
Where have we gone that we hardly talk now?

If only you knew what I've been going through...
But would you care?
Would anyone care?
I'm lost...
I guess just leave me that way,
It will be for the better.

Do you remember the stuff I told you?
Do you remember what we use to do together?
Do you remember what I gave you?
Do you remember anything about me?
Do I mean anything to you?

What happened to what we had?
Is it still there,
Just far from me?
I guess it's to late cause what mistake we made is done...
And sadly we can't undo it.

I loved you and still do.
I miss you and you have me to lost to be found again.
I guess it's better this way,
Better to have my head messed up and my world in ruins...
Why did I let the world in?