Doesnt Feel Like I Am Alive Poem by steffy samuel

I began to live since the time you came in to my life
i lived in you; just for you
your words my breath, your breath my life;
my heart in rhythm with your music,
my soul i discovered in you
still wondering which song you sang; but my heart did sing along
which cords you played; which moved my soul
which arrow you shot; striking the deepest core of my heart
which music you played in which my heart found eternal bliss...
i lived for your
thoughts
smile
care
i lived
-yes my life
but it changed one day...
tears fill my heart which i can never let thru my eyes
sorrows of which i have no one to speak of
a love lost for which my heart just craves...
in a vale of tears
even now i breathe,
even now i sing,
even now my heart beats,
even now i smile
but how long will i keep on dying ...
even when i am alive.