Don'T Know Why I Feel So Used.... Poem by heidrunick dsouza

Dont know what to do,
I just feel so used.
I tried to move with the flow,
but it was always me who got the blow.

All others who were with me,
got kissed with all the world's success.
And i remained where i was first,
nothing with me, just standing depressed.

Don't know why i feel so used,
maybe its my vulnerability, thats been abused.
I felt bad looking others move ahead.
Coz i was with them, then,
And now i'm here with no gain.

Selfish by nature, i am not,
but still this result only i have got.
Thinking positively,
I can only say-
That life has taught me a lesson,
With all the possible suitable reason.

All these things are now learnt be me,
before these shut eyes of mine couldn't see.

Still this bad experience,
wont be faded so easily.
though i'll have to move on,
Coz i know there is lot more to see.