heidrunick dsouza

My puzzled mind
just can't find da way to my happiness
the saddness enstrangles my every breath
and forces me to feel the lonelines.
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I was just a pup,
when I was home.
I got a new master,
who called me my own.
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Why can’t any one see my plight?
Am I trying to be too right?
Is it wrong in what I am doing?
Then why is there no one by my side
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We love to speak all day long
On the background there
Plays a beautiful song
Distance really doesn’t matter dear
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I wanna feel the foreign air
I wanna see the skin thats fair.
my dream has just took a stand,
I wanna visit Disneyland
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All that I do,
is just to be with you.
Living without air
is even easy
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Bad feelings settle deep in my heart,
I find no one to tell.
Role of sadness in my life will start,
Every moment feels like hell.
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Once again my trust is broken,
but this time i was at fault.
I knew this day would come soon.
With fake, truth too comes along.
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Open space leave tears in our eyes
Sitting and working still time doesn’t fly
Whole night he rose
All day he slept
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Baby now i feel so low.
Why from my life did you go?
You were so close to me,
your presence i always wanted to feel.
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Right now I am so hurt,
im n0thing but just a dirt.
My life is a book with no label,
people from nowhere just come and scribble
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Shiro, why you had to go.
You were too young.
You were like my son.
You left me forever.
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I prayed to God, the almighty
either give me death or glimpse of life.

Days passed by,
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Shouting on top of her voice,
You still couldn't hear
you ignored as if she didn't exist
and now you live with such fear.
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Morning is always a new start
A sign to bring back those with broken heart
The morning light brings us new hope
Falling while trying, we learn to cope
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Few friends really change so soon,
Morning friendship doesn’t even last till the noon.
Their talk in the start makes us feel so nice,
Then we realize that it was all lies.
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Pondering over the past,
I knew these moments wouldn't last.

Surrounded by strangers
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Dont know what to do,
I just feel so used.
I tried to move with the flow,
but it was always me who got the blow.
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When i left behind everyone,
i was so much at ease.
I didn't have to answer anyone,
nor give any clarification.
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In life,
I always told myself,
One day will come,
when i'll be happy as ever
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