Dont Help Poem by monique reyes

I sit in a room
Crying my tears out
One by one they fall down to the floor
I get the razor trying not to use it
But i want to get rid of this pain
I try to hold back but i just cant
I start to cutmyself
I just stare at the blood drip to the floor
Drip by drip i feel my eyes close
I cant see any thing every thing is going into a blur
I fall down to the floor and see someone stand next to me
Holding thier hand out trying to help me up
I push it away because tonight i want to go to hell
And never come back to this pain ever again