Dreamer Poem by sahar alameddine

Your name was the first word I spell when I'm awake
Your face was the ultimate hero of my dreams
When I was beside you I couldn't find a word to say
Looking at your eyes was finding my lost identity through years

About your perfect smile that left me speechless
And the happiness u've planted in my heart fought my weakness
The fate that made me belive in dreams made this illusion
That u'll be there for me but u left me with this confusion

The secret of ur loss was the unfindable treasure
living in the land of lies was for me like a pleasur
and closing my eyes trying to believe that everythig is fake
a living dead person making lies preventing to be awake

the time is running and the light is about to turn off
ur face is missing and my tears just can't stop
u were hearing me in a whisper inside of my dreams
when I faced the reality u can't even hear my loudly screams