Sleeping. Dreaming.
It’s the only place I'm ever happy anymore.
The only place to remember those days.
Me with you
you with me
us. Together.
Almost... forever
then I screwed up.
Funny...
I always screw up
a life like mine,
I just make mistakes.
And the one time where it means the most...
I do.
I never really understood it all.
Why I did it.
I know. I just wasn't good enough
compared to your love, mines nothing
and so I let you go.
Hoping, maybe you'd be happier with someone else
someone... better
and then slowly I began to feel... empty
hollow and lost
I didn't know who I was.
I was scared, and I was alone
I was so afraid.
I'm fine now.
though fine is no where near to how I feel,
I pretend
not for me, but for everyone around me
I paste a smile, and act... normal
but really.. I'm hiding it all
the pain, the tears... and the heartache
I miss him. With all my heart and all my soul.
That’s a lot.
But it’s not enough...
I miss you... and words just won't explain.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem