Elaine Poem by Trino Chan

We met in coincidence.
Internet became the place where we dated.
I was inspired by her poems,
feeling like she was a very pure, sometimes innocent but pessimistic girl.
I had a special feeling on her at that moment.

As time goes by,
that feeling becomes intensed.
I did many things because of her,
and she rejected me heartbrokenly.

Another year has flown away, I am still pursuing the girl,
who just rejected me cruelly for the 2nd time,
before celebrating another year older.

She is what she is.
She likes playing piano.
She likes eating cheese.
She is still very fattish, yet cutie.
She is still keeping a very long ponytail.
She has a beautiful heart and a thoughtful mind.
Yet she has changed,
she becomes more mature.

It is her 19th birthday today.
She reveals that she is confused.
Indeed, something made her confused.
She is called Elaine.
Her name keeps lingering in my mind every day, and every second.
Her feeling is pervading in my heart every night, and every moment.
Is she going to reject me for the 3rd time?
Is she going to reject me forever?
No matter what, I will wait endlessly and see.
I wish, she will be happy all the time.

(13th May,2005)