Emotions I Didn'T Understand Poem by Bambi Vetti

No one believes me,
No one believes in me,
They all think I’m gonna fail
They think my life won’t prevail
But they’re all wrong.
They doubt me
They’ve wronged me
They’ve strung me along,
So easily.
They create new presentations
So I can cause devastation
They suck me in
Then kick me out
Grab a rope
Then hang me about.
They think I don’t get
What they’re doing
Now everything I touch,
Turns to ruin.
I’ve played their games to long
And I’m finally fed up
I hav’ta get them out of my head
So they’ll shut up
They use me once
And come back around
Then return and leave
All I do is frown.
I wanna yell,
And say I don’t care
Or at least for now
Get away from here.
Find a place where I feel at home,
Where I can be happy and alone.
I don’t wanna be scared of my actions
I don’t care for their satisfactions,
All I give is all my effort
They’re closing me in,
They’re making me suffer.
I’m strong on the outside
Not so much inside
I’ve been on this rollercoaster for some time
Now I need to get off this ride.
Life can be hard,
People can be mean.
Things aren’t always,
What they seem.
They’re watching me fall
And I can’t get back up
I can’t take it
I’m going to erupt.
Lines have been crossed
Love has been lost
Feelings have been gone
I can’t go on
Connection to common sense
Got snipped
Along with my words
That were jipped
Broken hearts emerged
But misery came first
And somehow I’m not worth it
I make everything useless
Why temp my nerves
Your actions are absurd
Being me is not enough
I get called on all my bluffs
The storm within screams out
And calms down the right amount
Every word’s a lie
And tears I can’t cry
It does faze me
And lately
It’s not ok
Not today
No one believes me
No one believes me
But it’s not just a story
It’s less then glory
But it’s for me
Sick of annoyance