Endless, Efforts. Poem by Noorie Ali

The time it takes me to learn.
As i learn taking up so much turns.
Impatient, but patient.
I'm seriously wanting.
As clocks chime faster.
I'd still be working on that one piece of work.
Hoping in time, it would finish.
Whatever it may be i struggle like a mad creature.
Like a ladybird or a slimy snail i swirl.
As i spent money buying to learn.
As it blows away precious earnings.
Days.Nights of fury, in me.
Desiring a swift end, to this journey of completion.
I ask why is my memory so weak so down?