Equally Poem by Eman Awad

And i told him that he can be my friend,
and now i regret saying that so bad.
This's not how i imagined my story to end,
and his respond to that made me so sad.
He said, my friend, i say the same thing,
to every one i know and i treat you equally.
No one is special enough to put under my wing,
and to care for, i'm over that eventually.
It's like he told me to go die,
and that his respond will bring much pain.
All over again, i'll make you cry,
i'm ending you this time and all over again.
Well, i ended a long time ago,
when i told you those weary words.
Leaving you when i needed you so,
just a respond to a love that hurts.
I've done nothing to deserve that,
and you're to blame for losing me.
You're the one who said it's not that bad,
if i left you for any one who loves me.
I was just the one who held her heart back,
on doing the greatest mistake when regret won't do.
And i accept that and i'm not going back,
i'd rather be hurt by words and heart aches,
then being treated equally by you...