Everything Is Dark Poem by Beth Ahna

everything is dark
as i sit inside my head
watching time tick by thinking that im dead
hoping life with soon re-start

im feeling so alone
i keep thinking what you did to me
but you really dont see
that im totally thrown

i thought it was love
but now im laying here crying
hoping you were lying
i guess it just came to push and shove

now everything is gone
all the memories
sitting out under the trees
all of it for forever long

and you ask me if im ok
and i always lie
hoping you dont see me cry
i dont want to answer hoping i could fray

so much pain
built up inside
feeling on the verge of suicide
its like a nasty stain

and you dont even know you are the reason