Existence Poem by MAHBUBA SHAMA

My existence is now at stake
I am thinking of ending my life
i trusted you with all I have
but you?

my beauty became your desire
you took my video and pictures hiddenly
now you blackmail me

I cried my hearts out
I apologized
i begged in front of you
but your friends also used me like a tissue paper
only to be discarded whenever they wanted.

My soul became soiled
my heart panicked
i cannot take it any more
you and your colides will also enjoy me
this is unbearable
please keep me away
you have ravaged me mentally
bruised my body with sin

So i will commit suicide
for believing you blindly