Expectations Poem by Lucky Sinner

I don't know what the world expects out of me
I am going to give what I can
But expect nothing in return
Expectation can literally kill you
As the ones that you think loves you are the ones who take you for granted
Standing at the edge I have thought about it
Taking a leap into darkness and nothingness
But the fear that it wouldn't actually matter
I would be the one at lose makes me stop
I know I can't change the way people are
I know I will need to walk away
But the fear that I won't be able to take care of them
Knowing I would be at lose makes me stop
I know life is too short to think about these things
But the pain in my heart makes me want to think
I have kept the devil in my mind at bay
But thing the that he say
Makes more sense
He whispers to my ears " people are selfish, know you are being used"
As each chapter of my life unravels
His words come true
Don't know if I am cursed
Or if that's how life is
I don't know what the world expects out of me
But I am going to give it my best