Explosions (No) Poem by Katerina Val

I feel I need you
But yet I have to kill you

I fear I feel love
And honestly, I'll let it go

I'll explode
And I'll watch you as you' ll go

I'm in rush
And I still take my time to observe your eyes sinking in dust

I fear I'll crush
Like volcanoes I feel I'll die in this cold slowly taken rush

My lava that painfully rises above your decisions
The heat I share the cold you bare, we both make new collisions

My lava that slowly descends to your scariest thoughts
I'll explode, and yet I won't never be able to let it go

I know, I hate the way you know
But I adore the way(method) you use to keep it cold

to remain strong
for silly pointless, painfully useless things the way you hold it on

to be frozen and impatient all along
to keep it calm, frozen, impeccably strong.

I hate the way you let me go

Even If I fight and scream I need to go
I hate the way you don't say "no"