Faking Smile Poem by Chris Natalius

Everything has changed,
The way I behave,
The sky I see,
The warmth I feel,

The joy-full memories we’ve gone through,
Will it end up with tears?

Even if the broken heart I feel,
I won’t let you know I was hurt,
Faking a smile of happiness is all I can do,
Coz’ I don’t want anyone know that,
I have this sadness.

You told me not to change,
But can I? Coz from now on, everything is different,
You’ve your own choices,
I’ve my own decision,

The joy-full memories we’ve gone through,
Will it end up with tears?

Even if the cruel fate I face,
Faking a smile of happiness is all I can do,
Coz’ I don’t want anyone know that,
I have this sadness

I wish I could turn back the time,
Coz, I want to feel the warmth of your hand
Hear the sound of your laugh,
See your beautiful smile,

Those joy-full memories we’ve gone through
Will it end up with tears?

Even if the cruel fate I face,
Faking smile of happiness is all I can do
Coz’ I don’t want anyone know that
I have this sadness

From now on we’ve our own path,
I’ll walk this path alone,
You’ll walk your path with somebody who loves you,
Everything won’t be the same,
But....
I’ll let those joy-full memories keep deep inside my heart,

fin

P.S:
Even though I’m in pain,
Even though I’m in sorrow,
I’ll always smile,
Even if it is a fake smile.

CHRIS ©2009