Fall Into Sleep Poem by Audrey O'shea

I dropped iti off, my insides turn hollow, everybody scoff, i meld into my sorrow. i feel so very cold, my pain you hold, around this life ive got to mold. i fight myself terribly deep, inside myself i cry, i weep, into my thoughts i try to seep, over my body, fall into sleep. i toss and turn, my arms thrash, inside i burn, with you i collide, with you i crash. i feel like this i can never let go, why do my feelings have to show? i hear his voice, i turn in place, it is my choice, i see no face. how could that be, no voices in my head, could of been right behind me, i swear it was something only he could of said. i retrace the thought, myself i fought, i crash to the ground, my foot got caught. im looking in the eyes of my beloved, so very too sweet, he im in loved, im in defeat. i touch to caress his face, my heart inside begins to race, the whole world drifts away, were in a different place. such dreadful feeling, he grabs my hand, thrown through a million walls, death...... i understand.