Night washes in like a sea of poison over my world
While deafness immerses me in a quiet subtle whirl
You knew I was fallen; you knew of my wounds
You knew of the walls that I built around me
I assumed you were true
You allowed me the broken wasp the time to
become anew
I allowed myself to believe in you
I’d escape from reality when you were here
Because when I was with you the perception of life seemed so clear
But I know in my heart this illusion would soon just disappear
I’m a fallen wasp when you leave
So every time you’d ascend
I’d become numb these layers of me start peeling off
I want you to see
Gently this wasp shall fall; with no wings to lift me up
No arms to hold me tight as I sleep
Only the things you left behind
I wish i could release this emotional bind
Every time I would bleed
This fallen wasp wants to die
And constantly cries
Tears of anguish for a while
Later I know the wasp would smile
I know when I look at you my layers are back on
The person you showed me was so false
I know when I’d stare at you; I thought you were the one
I know when I look in your eyes that hold a maze of mysterious depths
Nothing is wrong
I know that you make me strong
I know that I was strong all along
I know that I’m safe
I wish I did not remember your face
I know that you love me when I’m a fallen wasp
I know that you hate me cause i see through it all
I know you hate to leave me a fallen wasp
I know that you are the one that should fall
I know I should stop protecting you from it all
With only old memories
This night washes over
It is no longer poison
You are no longer my poison
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem