Family Free Hand Thoughts Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

In this chair
With time to think
About this year
Everything happen soo fast
I couldnt imagine
What it would have been like
If i had pasted
I know death was there
Because late at night
I saw my whole life flash
You were close to my heart
But i treated you like last
Place now im stuck to face
My foolish mistakes
I know its too late
And now I leave it
In the hands of fate
Friends turn to foes
You were like a brother
But we had different mothers
I saw you as family
How could we turn
Our backs on one another
It hurt but we are grown
And the world is cold
We both have to wear those coats
But a thought on a higher note
I finally wrote that note to my mom
I think it came right on time
It picked me up a little, I had felt behind
Its been 4 years and have been
Weighting on my mind
I had alot of time to think
Thats why writing this poem is cake
To my baby sister the kids need you
So i need you to let go that hate
You are beautiful and you shouldnt
Let negitivity decide your fate
To my older sister
Big ups to you for staying strong
And i love you for loving me
Even when Im wrong
I can't leave out my brothers
One is locked up
And the other is a long way from home
But theysay home is where the heart is at
And my big bro is where his heart is at
A gets a special shotout cause he's
Been through what i have been through
Same problems just different levels
I keep telling him to stay positive
Cause the devil is waiting on them lower levels
He's stronger than he knows
Because I will plant my soul for his to grow
Everyone else knows the love is there
But the ones singled out deserved
This poem right here!