Feeling Of Depression Poem by Elissa Nygard

The girl who sits alone in school
Tears run down her face everynight
Just wishing she would get better
But she can't
Feeling trapped inside her own body
Making her feel sick everyday
All the girl wants to do is...
Nothing
She feels someone controls her
The girl was always happy
But something changed about her one day
She didn't feel beautiful
The girl looked in the mirror
All she saw was
Ugly and fat
Tears started spilling out of her eyes
She just wanted to feel better
So she took the blade
And cut into her smooth olive colored skin
Ruby red blood dripping
It was everywhere
The girl said never again
but then she did it again
Her family was scared
They couldn't get close to her
She just pushed them away
Like she did everyone else
Everynight she cried
Until one night
She believed she had no point in life
But it wasn't true she was smart, beautiful and
Kind hearted
So she took the pills in her hand
And she layed down on the floor
And waited the darkness to over take her
It finally happened
And when her parents found her
They could never forgive theirselves
for what happened to their dear daughter
They believed they didn't try hard enough
But they did
As hard as they could
The girls story was over
But it shouldn't have
But it did
Lay in peace