Feelings Jumbled Poem by Cindy H

Feelings jumbled

Feelings jumbled
I'm lost in thought
Searching through
Emotions wrought

So confused
Lied to and betrayed
Feeling hurt and used
Which way do I turn?

I love you more
Than words can say
I fought so hard
For your returned day

Your actions hurt worse
Then any punch ever thrown
I was hoping through all this
Your actions and words had grown

No more confusion
No more lies and pain
In your consequences
You will remain

So many chances
You have been awarded
Yet our actions
You have contorted

Some day you will see
How much we went through
How much we love
And fought for you

One day my dear child
You will know
What a parent goes through
But never will show

February 11,2016
By: Cindy Howard