Feels Poem by Melissa clark

When you're so hurt that you want to cry but nothing will come out and you just stare at the wall. You've become so numb you feel everything all at once but you can't show your emotions. You can feel your heart tearing into two and your thoughts starting to overwhelm you making you second guess if you even have a reason to be here. But because you know it's all your fault everything in your life has gone wrong, you feel like you deserve all of this. Everything just sits on your shoulders your fears, your guilt, your sorrow, sitting on you like the world is on top of you waiting for you to move once and it just falls on you and that's it, It's all over. you're over. And all the pain will just disappear, but until then you just sit there staring at the wall. how horrible of a person I am. I never want to be forgiven and I never want this pain to go away because I deserve it and I am going to live with it.