I never wanted you to go, just thought I'd let you know,
I wanted to chase my dreams before they disappear,
But I realize they are not here, I left them somewhere else,
With the light of my world the first boy I ever felt so close of loving,
Three whole years he had me wondering but then he shut me out,
And I was left by myself. so broken up inside,
He was gone and I had no idea what to do,
And the thunder rawrs up as the heavy clouds come rolling in,
And I stand beneath that darkened sky wishing he was with me
Asking god to make him stay I just don't understand how I would have to wait,
Sweetest boy I ever knew he was my bestest friend,
And I shut out this world when I found out it had to end.
Why was I not good enough, we never dated,
he never knew all that I was willing to give up for him,
It would have been the best I knew he'd treat me right,
And now he doesn't even see why I was holding on so tight.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem