Fml Poem by Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer

my chest is pounding at a thousand beats per second
broken pieces of my heart are piercing through my skin
I never found breathing so painful
every moment of living is almost like hell
what is going on with my life
what the hell happened to happiness?
where is the love that they all talk of?
how many time must I hide my hurt behind a smile
just to feel okay?
everything is just falling apart
I can't tolerate living with myself
too much animosity
too much pain
I just want go away
freaking leave this place
I wonder if dying is the only resort for my problem
'cause lately that's all I think about.