Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer

I love the way he laughs
I love the way he’s kind
I love the way he smiles
I love the way he cares
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Be Proud of yourself, always
Do not let anything or anyone put you down
Terrible things are always going to happen
but you just have to remember:
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Ode to sweets
that brings smiles
and give people cavities
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I'm a girl that everyone expects to be perfect
I'm the girl that gets yelled out and called names if did something 'imperfect'
I'm the girl who is suppose to help out everyone before I help myself
I'm the girl who is expected to be nice all the times, and not state anything that could hurt another's feelings, regardless if it's the truth
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I’m sorry for the yelling
I’m sorry for the misunderstanding
I’m sorry for the sadness I brought you
I’m sorry for breaking your heart
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Bad dog dig
Dig dog dig
Bad dig bad
Bad dog dig
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It takes love
It takes a hug
To be a mother
And when Mother's Day come
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I've returned
Stronger and better
Mind's set on a goal
Head's set on a mission
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Maybe I'm the one who's taking this too deep
Maybe I'm the one who is being too picky

Maybe I'm the one who can't keep my mind straight
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Can you tell
the way that you're gleaming?
I can see it from a thousand miles away
Under the moonlight, you're like that one star
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All my life I've wanted to fit in.
I wanted to be in the middle of the crowd feeling wanted.
I felt like this was who I was supposed to be.
But no.
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Crying morning, afternoon, nights
Crying inside out
Crying until my tears runs out
Crying for freedom signs
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Love doesn't last
It's true
You love someone now,
the next minute..poosh..the love is gone
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I am breaking apart.
I can no longer hold on to strings.
I've done my time, now it's time to go back.
The ones that use to look to me for Happiness,
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You might think you have no one to love
You might feel that your alone in an unknown world
like your invisible
You might see that people around you
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Nobody’s like you
You’re special in every way
You cheer me up, and calm me down
With lovingness and kindness
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I woke up, and the first thing that pops in my head is your name
I go to school, the only thing I think about is you,
I sit on the school bus talking to my friends,
And guess whose name runs through my head? Yours
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You can not give the world what you do not already have.
You can not expect someone to do something that you cannot even do yourself.
You can not say things that you do not believe in.
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How do you gain back a connection that has been lost?
How do you apologize to the Almighty for the broken promises?
How do you ask for forgiveness and purity?
How do you pray?
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I don't know who I am anymore..
I've changed sooo much
And I'm still figuring how it all happened.
I've become very bad
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