Fold Unfold……. Poem by Abhijit Surve

My heart is collateral my mind is in doubt,
Something is wrong that i don't know about..
Not ready to accept neither do i deny,
Got stuck in my thoughts and i don’t know why..


Eruptions of emotions from deep down inside,
Hundreds and hundreds of feelings coincide..
Reality and illusions are all messed right now,
I am totally confused please help me baaw..


Don't know what’s wrong or what is quite right,
Bombarding of thoughts is giving me a fright..
Have no where to go, got caught in quick sand,
Please pull me out please lend me your hand..


You are the only person, i know i can trust,
I am tender inside the hard nut shell crust..
No matter how hard i pretend that i am fine,
I know i am not and the fault is all mine..


One thing i admit, stands out of this all,
The only reason i could, take this call..
Is the fact that i know you will understand,
As i am risking to break this tender strand..


You said it is nothing but a mere attraction,
That has rose because you showed some affection..
This is a mirrage shown by a affected mind state,
And it is just a phase which will die of late..


But i don't know why i can’t agree to it all,
I know what i've been through and suffered a fall..
But it's not just the affection that made me think,
There is more to it, which has an unseen link..


Don't know if i am wrong for thinking about this,
Being with you has transformed my world to a bliss..
Something about you that has put me in this spot,
Are the striking similarities of our every thought..


But i respect the person to whom i relate so well,
In my life full of diamonds she is a crown jewel..
She has taught me to enjoy relations that we share,
Relations that are pure, untouched and fair..


So i accept the fact that i have a certain feeling,
But also realize the situation is not up healing..
I lend an innocent sorry for the mistakes on my part,
If my words have hurt even a small corner of your heart..


You are the sweetest person whom i adore a lot,
I promise i'l control every feeling and thought..
I'll assess the limits of our relation from here,
And promise to keep it all neat and clear..


Give me another chance, if i missed the last one,
For the sake of good times when we had lots of fun..
Right now i am vulnerable to thoughts of all kind,
Now that you know what’s cooking in my mind..