For You Poem by Sasha Julia

Have you heard what some of them say?
Everything they think about you?
Have you seen the way they look at you?
As if you’re not there, invisible,

You know that every time I hear them talking,
I want to say that I don’t believe them
But you know I make it so damn hard,
Saying stuff without thinking,

You told me you hated her, well how about that,
Maybe they were right about everything,
You don’t know why, you don’t know why,
Well I guess you’re just like they said

Honey, there’s no reason for this,
It’s obvious, obvious, it has to stop,
It was fine before, but something happened between us,
Just make it how it used to be,

Because the truth is... c’mon can’t you see,
From all those times when there was just you and me?
All of the feelings I tried to hide,
Just came bursting up from inside,

You said you hated her, why’d you feel like that?
They can’t be right, about everything,
I think you know the reason you do,
Tell me the truth, I need to know,

In some ways I hope you’re lying,
Just so she won’t feel the pain,
But then again I guess I’m guilty,
Guilty of loving you, but I can’t complain...
No I can’t complain

Please don’t hate me for what I said,
I know in my heart that they are wrong
Please forgive me for what I said,
I don’t know why I did, but I did and something’s gone,

So I wrote this for you,
It’s my apology, only for you.