I dream of you throwing me under the dark crashing waves
I think you would if you had the chance
You have before, with no regret
You would watch me bleed and laugh like everything is okay
I dream of the monster finishing me
It's my dream, for the darkness to swallow me whole
I admit I need help, for I am not okay
I bleed, and I love the sight of it
I dream of wondering free of any and everything
I trust no one anymore, my heart has been through too much
I trust too much and too deep
Learn the hard way and you'll regret trying anything new
I have taken both the dark and the bright road
Nothing but broken glass and unremembered laughter
I dream of the girl finally giving up
And leaving the whole world not to notice
When they do, it'll be too late
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I would like to translate this poem
On no...no you don't! Never give up, never quit dreaming, never lose hope Teasia. There are a few who you can trust, and might take many falls before your find them... but your words express emotions of dispair, and desperation... but there is a glimer of hope in them. I look forward to more from you. Very Deep, heartfelt write. -Kelly.