Forever Alone Poem by Natasha Scheler

Isn't it strange how love just exists?
We never really question it,
We just kind of just accept it.
And that's it.

But, what is more strange than love?
The falling in love.
How do you just know that you love that person?
Like, how does your heart, mind, and soul all agree?

And then, what if you fall for someone,
Who, A) doesn't feel the same way?
Or, B) Isn't capable of feeling any kind of way?
Then what do you do? How do you cope?

What if one day love doesn't matter?
What if it just becomes all about sex?
No romanticism, no work, just sex?
What if love doesn't even really exist?

I'm falling for a guy
He's out of my league.
And the relationship wouldn't be appropriate.
How do you get out of the spiral of emotions?


My fear is to be forever alone.
Whether that means I have no friends or no man.
I don't know.
But I hope he never leaves.

Even if he only stays in my life as a friend
That's better than not having him at all, Right?
Also, Maybe I am just meant to be alone.
Maybe that shouldn't be a fear, but more of an acceptance.