'Forgiveness From Inside' Poem by Vuyani Khulani

The bad words you've said about me are still embeded in my heart, they still play whenever i close my eyes.i still got this bad picture of you framed in my mind.i still think of the wrongs and abusive acts you have done, that you cant even rewind.the spittles you spat on my face, you can no longer wipe them becouse they have long dried.the trace of my tears, you can no longer erase them becouse i have long cried.you can no longer hear the booming of my heart when you cursed me, the cry of my voice when you left me.you can no longer see the scars that you left becouse they are now invisible.you sorrys cant convince me that you've changed becouse am no longer convinceible.my eyes are red becouse the pain is still running through my veins.but forgiveing is the only thing that will break this chains.i have no reason to condemn you or to not forgive you.if the Lord didnt forgive me of my sins, then i would have done the same to you.dont forgive becouse you want to be seen but forgive becouse the Lord is forgiveing you for your daily sins.