Forsaken Love Poem by nathan Perez

I think I should sleep forever
It seems to be the only cure,

Im sure theres a better solution
But this problem is to much to endure,

The more I think about you
The more it gets tough
They try to tell me you're not worth it
But I'm calling their bluff

I was told I came into your life
To free you of your oppression
But when you left my life, I just went through an awful depression

I'm may be smiling on the outside but looks can be deceiving,
I'm dead inside not living or breathing.

As I'm writing this poem I cant help but cry
The thought of living without you... Ugh I just want die.

But I know if god is real we'll meet again someday, your parents won't control you we'll be together to stay.

If all else fails know you were my one true love, I don't want no one else, youre the one who comes above.

I dont want to admit it but i just don't know anymore, I want you to be my wife but your parents just shut the door

I know we are young and people say were crazy, were immature brats who are nothing but lazy

I know your parents hate me and I completely understand, I lied to them I'm worth nothing but a grain of sand.

Because of me we're on restriction and I can't even see you, I just want to die babe I don't know what else to do

Please know that I love you always and forever, my love is locked away now and only you have the lever

I have to go now and cry myself to sleep, don't forget I'm your muffin and you have my love to keep.