Found Insufferable Wounds Poem by Julian Spence

I hate how you now hate me,
I want what you wanted from me,
I wish you wished for me,
I lived a lie and lied to live with you.

I had everything then lost you,
I lost everything you found in me,
I found I still love you, why you!
Why should I still love, for you!

Why do you haunt every crack within my heart,
Every tear, scar and gashing wound; pulling me apart,
You essence lays and rots deep inside, I’m falling apart,
I thought I hated you, no, I detest myself for giving you up!