Fucking Tiring Loop Poem by cassandra lin

They say just stop
Like it is a switch I can turn off
They tell me to use an ice cube
But they never felt what relapse feels like
It's not that simple
It never is

You promised everyone you are done
Then you're there again
Sitting on the cold hard floor
Blood dripping from your arm
You broke that promise again

You could say i'ts a never ending loop
Try to escape and you end up dead
I hate it
But I still come back
Because one cut became a habit

Maybe there is hope
But for now I'm stuck in this loop
Cut
Wash
Rinse
Repeat
Fucking repeat