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I cannot believe I am sailing in this mess after the many talks we have held. It sure sucks when you get to the point your heart cries foul as the acts you make it go through are really inhumane.
If there is anyone I am really sorry for, is ME. I pity myself to the point that I cannot take a mirror and look back at myself. The warmth and comfort I once felt for my serenity is drifting away into torment.
Got a loving, caring, passionate, understanding, sweet, friendly and welcoming family but I am blowing that all away for mere happiness. Am I really ready to face them with guilt printed on my forehead?
I am pushing away the most important persons in my life. People who have made a mark in this miserable life of mine, I tend to ignore. Is it worth it for them shading tears for me? Am I even me?
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