God Spoke To Me In Memes Poem by Stevens Cadet

I needed calm
But the tides became waves right before
I would dive in
I wanted closure
But couldn't find an open mind
That would deny this
Feeling I'm repealing that it's mostly conniving
Words that defer from what actions concurred
Angry at myself
For in the wake of disregarding my worth
I allowed you all to believe
I am exactly what you think
While calculating each step
Before the second blink
So much so
A moment where I'm seemingly on the brink
I turn my head off to the side just to place a grin
Until I get a text from a long lost friend
With a meme that holds the thoughts
I only held in my head