Going Back To Being Me Poem by broken soul.. No more

Once, you came into my life
unaware of your intentions
i let you inside
giving all that i could
not saving some for myself
yet you're not satisfied
you want more of me
you took away my pride
you make me feel worthless
ive tried to meet your expectations
i tried acting like somebody else
because i thought you would like that
i started pretending
i changed the way i style my hair
i learned a different language
i wear fashionable clothes
just to fit your standards
but in the end
i got nothing
because its not me anymore
ive become somebody else
i dont even know
now that you left me behind
after the sacrifice ive done
i guess all i could do
is to take off the fancy clothes
that ive worn
stop learning the your language
coz its better if i speak mine
and style my hair
the way i used to
back when i havent met you..
so i could have myself back
and then i could free myself
from being your shadow