Going Trough This Again Poem by bruce gross

Sometimes i stay up late at night thinking of you
I grab my guitar and play when im blue
The only time i see u now is in my dreams
I write these poems and look at the themes
In my dreams your sitting there
On my pourch in a lawn chair
We go walking just you and me
Trough the meadows and around a big tree
Nothing goes wrong for once in my life
Its just me and you in the cold night
As i lay down to sleep that night
I wake up and your out of my sight
I look around to see if its real
I grab my heart wondering what i feel
I look online and what do i see
A picture of u staring back at me
So i sit down and turn that bottle up
My stomach hurts but its tough
Going trough this again
Wondering what could have been.