Goodbye Poem by chelsi Ruffing

I don't know anymore if what I'm doing is right
The darkness over comes every bit of light
I stand here choking back ever tears
Trying hard to forget about my many fears
The people around me start to fade away
Leaving me there like a stray
Nothing more I would rather understand
Why did they all let go of my hand?
My heart feels so broken
I guess I have to leave the pain unspoken
To many times before I believed the lie
Now I stand here trying harder than ever not to cry
This just doesn't seem fair
I thought you out of all people would always care
I guess maybe I was so very wrong
Maybe you were never my reason for being strong
I guess somethings are never ment to last always and forever
The memories I will always remeber
I was never going to give up but try
Not its not worth it anymore so goodbye.