Goodbye My Lover Poem by Catherine Barrantes

I loved you when I was just dreaming of you.
But why did you made me hate you when I thought you were a dream came true.
And now I wish you were untrue but a dream I wish to be true.

Oh how I hate you that’s true.
I hate that fact that I made myself a fool loving you.
That even in the middle of the night I made my self a fool thinking of you.
What happened why I suddenly lost you?

I loved you not just once, twice, but trice.
Oh how could I made myself a fool thinking that you felt the same and true.
But now I realized you were never mine but so far away a thousand miles.
It was just me dreaming like a fool hoping that one day you could be mine.

I felt my heart breaking into pieces when u are so far away and not mine.
But I am twice hurt when u are with me because I am not sure if its me you wanted to be with…or do you even know who I am for you?
Yes I have dream to hear the words I love you but I failed to hear it from you.

Loving you is the most hurtful thing I ever had. How could I let my self fall in love with the person who doesn’t felt the same?
I treasured those memories I had with you but it seems they are nothing for you.
But I still want you to know that my feelings were true.

I tried to forget you a thousand times.
I was wrong when I thought I had truly erased you because my heart remembers you.
Oh how I hate this feeling I have for you.

Whatever will happen in the future…please remember that you once the greatest thing happened to my life.
One of those persons I truly treasured so much.
It’s true that what you gave was mostly heartaches but I still treasure the memories that I thought you were mine and we felt the same.

Is it goodbye I truly want from you?
Yes I think so…I finally realized I have to leave these feelings I have for you.
To go on with my life, and truly forget you.
Thank you for all the memories I shared wit you.
Goodbye my lover!!!